Monday, March 31, 2008

Does Any of This Sound Disturbingly Familiar?

I have a friend who was fired from a seminar for young chozrot b'tsuvah when she became an agunah. Though she loved her job and the young women at the seminar loved her, they let her go because they didn't want the young women there to know about aginut.

Talking about hiding information.

What this woman describes very briefly sure sounds a lot like my experience with CHaBa"D, which I was strong enough to get out of in less than two years.

And it sounds even more like my a relative's experience with Breslov, which she was strong enough to get out of in about the same amount of time.

It took me about 10 years to recover from my experience with CHaBa"D.

Doreen Ellen Bell-Dotan, Tzfat, Israel

Monday, March 24, 2008

Unholy Canada-Israel Alliance

This is extremely peculiar, given the geographical distance between the two countries, particularly in light of SPP and NAU.

Don't make the mistake of thinking that because this is not a legally binding agreement that it should be taken lightly.

It means only that they don't want to be constrained by legalities when committing human rights violations.

Declaration of Intent Between the Department of Public Safety and Emergency Preparedness of Canada and the Ministry of Public Security of the Government of the State of Israel

Signed in duplicate at Tel Aviv, this 23rd day of March, 2008, which corresponds to the 16th day of Adar b'5768, in the English, French, and Hebrew languages with all texts being equally valid.

For The Department of Public Safety and Emergency Preparedness of Canada
For The Ministry of Public Security of the Government of the State of Israel

This does not auger well.

Doreen Ellen Bell-Dotan, Tzfat, Israel

Tuesday, March 18, 2008


If you have to ask why this is posted here, you may assume that you've been deeply programmed with pseudo-Judaism and pseudo-mysticism.

This small, sleepy, seemingly unimportant town on the top of a low mountain in the Galilee has been the center, and major exporter, of Jewish brainwashing for five hundred years.

While just about everyone is generally programmed, the processes are called enculturation and acculturation in pre-industrial societies but employ in post-industrial societies, specific programming is generally carried out on individuals with an IQ of at least 130 who generally possess certain hereditary backgrounds.

Blondes and redheads with blue or green eyes are most susceptible to programming. That is the real reason that they are favored by D'Powerz Dat Be and why we have all been taught that that is the height of beauty - thus setting them up as models to emulate. There's something humorous about emulating someone who is more programmed than you, thus emulating behavior that is more artificial than yours might be if you were not emulating them. D'Powerz Dat Be have weird senses of humor.

You may assume that you've been the target of specific programming if you hail from progenitors that have blonde or red hair and blue or green eyes, even if you don't - like me. I've been subjected to heavy programming, because I am a Bell, one of the 300 families. I was able to flip the finger at the vast majority of it partly because my branch of the family got far enough away from the controllers that we picked our own names and my name contains the word 'rebel' in it, as does my Paternal Grandmother's. Some of the programming I was not able to overcome and I have to fight it continuously, which saps much of my stamina. Nobody subjected to specific program gets away unscathed. Much of it is accomplished with trauma. That's they way they do things.

If, when you are faced with information that should make you think, urge you to research, compel you to pro-act, act in your own self-defense and defense of other sentient beings, you instead react with:

fear or feelings of insanity - this is the big one
feeling helpless
shutting down your emotional structure and going into (illusory) super-rational mode
feeling physically unwell
feeling spaced out or unreal
going into denial, including irrational rejection of solid evidence
feelings of aggression
thinking: I need a drink, tranquilizer, migraine pill, to eat something...

then, tag, you're it.

But it can be overcome.

In order to find your triggers, look at your talents and abilities.

Those talents and abilities have systematically been taken out of your control, except insofar as they help make a wage slave and/or tax payer of you.

The reason that the responses that would naturally engage your talents and abilities have been programmed to have you react inappropriately should be obvious. They don't want you to be able to use your God-given gifts to defend yourselves against them or to be able to build a world that is not in keeping with their program.

Your abilities and talents were not destroyed, just put beyond your ability to access them easily, because when the time comes that they need your particular talent or ability, they want to be able to trigger you to act in their interests and in the ways they'll determine. You were programmed to react positively to certain stimuli, the most common of which are "fnords", but there are other triggers, like smells, color combinations, EM waves carrying a signal you can pick up unconsciously.

You can, if you do not have implants in your brain, as the most hapless do, fight your programming.

It's a painful, protracted battle, but it can be won.

P.S. Paradoxically, the "paranoia" of being aware of this is the sanity of overcoming the programming.

It's *a whole lot* crazier when, faced with evidence of your own immanent destruction, to react with one of the responses listed above.

Expect to feel you're losing your mind when you start to consider this material, and for quite some time thereafter.

In a sense, you are.

But that's desirable.

What you're losing is your programmed mind. We've all been taught that going outside of certain boundaries of inquiry is insanity and we feel the fear of insanity whenever we begin to inquire into what D'Powerz Dat Be don't want you to know. That is general, one-size-fits-all programming (you can imagine how sophisticated the specific stuff is).

Let yourself lose that mind. It's not worth keeping. It was never really yours to begin with. It was never who you really are.

There is someone, someone far more wonderful that you now imagine, under that personality that implanted in you through years of psychological and emotional torture.

You'll find yourself under that. The real you was not erased. It was simply suppressed. It's there.

Don't be afraid.


Sunday, March 16, 2008

Some Interesting Masonic History about Tzfat

Today I had a very interesting conversation with a very central figure in Tzfat.

I will not give any details away that will compromise the identity of that person. I will only say that he is from one of the old Tzfat families.

This person's great grandfather was a mason here in Tzfat. He has connections to it as well.

He tried to convince me that masonry isn't a cult, siting the fact that his great grandfather was a very Orthodox Jew.

He told me that they were "the clique" that ran this town were masons, not only a matter of status, but one's entre into the inner circle of Tzfat.

When I asked him if there is a connection between Masonry and the running of this town today, he averted his eyes from me when he said no.

So, now we know that the religious establishment of this "holy" town, the world center of (pseudo) Kabbalah, from which it spread all over the world, was peopled by Orthodox Jews who partook in what the freemasons call 'the craft".

I suggest you look into just what that "craft" is. You may want to drink some camomile tea to settle your stomach first.

To think that Torah and Kabbalah has been being taught by people who belonged (belong?) to a Satanic cult, that it was they who decided halakhah, who presumed to interpret our Tradition.

And to think how many Jews bought into this bill of goods.

I smelled it from the day I moved here. I cannot fathom why others did not.


Saturday, March 15, 2008

Spiritual = Spi+Ritual = Psy+Ritual

There is something that I have been meaning to write to this group.

Every time I hear or read a Jew use the word 'spiritual' as though it were the most Jewish thing in the world, as though it were the most natural thing in the world and, most often, as though it were a demonstration of the high level one is on, I cringe and I cry.

What is wrong with being spiritual? Well, what if I rewrite the word spiritual thus: spi-ritual. Do you begin to see it differently? Let's take it another step further. I'll write the word spiritual thus: psy ritual.

That is what spirituality is. It is the ritual of head spaces, head games and removing oneself from this physical level of reality and taking up residence in one's own mind.

Though it often presents itself as gentle, sensitive, evolved; spirituality leads eventually and inevitably to one place – the dark side. Spirituality is another name for avodah zara – idol worship and all idol worship involved spirituality.

None of our Prophets were spiritual. They were moral.

While it is most certainly true that at the beginning of their careers they relayed experiences of רוח HaShem being upon them, what they meant is that they became able to read into the depths of Torah. It does not mean that they became spiritual. It most certainly does not mean that HaShem is spiritual. I will say this and no more. The gematria of רוח is 214. The gematria of the word דקדוק, spelled correctly with a חירק חסר is likewise 214. The gematria of 214 is also the radical ירד. When HaShem comes to you, you are sent *down* into physicality to make the world better, not up into some rarified region wherein no tikkun is necessary. When the Prophets say the word רוח they mean that they were sent to fix the lower regions of physical reality and make a משכן, a dwelling for HaShem there and they were shown the depths of Hebrew that they needed to know in order to be able to do so. They were shown the internal secrets of the grammar of Hebrew. Once shown that they took upon themselves a lifetime of *involvement in the world* in creating and urging others to create a just world – on this plane of reality.

To be sure, in order to achieve their objective special powers and abilities were conferred upon them, but only to that purpose and that purpose alone. They were given the powers and abilities that they needed to do their jobs, no more, no less. They were not given special powers and abilities simply to have them and certainly not to be "special" or above others or this level of reality.

You have heard Rabbis teach about "spirituality". You have been told, in various forms, that this world is "nothing but illusion", "a veil" and other nonsense.

This is the introduction of avodah zara into Judaism.

The ever-increasing number of rituals in Judaism (chumrot and minhagim) is not a healthy trend. Have you ever thought about how many children die of starvation while a ritual is being performed?

Look here: "Around the world, some 26,500 children die every day.

That is equivalent to:

1 child dying every 3 seconds
18 children dying every minute
A 2004 Asian Tsunami occurring every week
An Iraq-scale death toll every 15–36 days
Almost 10 million children dying every year
Some 60 million children dying between 2000 and 2006"


How many children died because of poverty while you were taking part in unnecessary ritual (chumrot and minhagim)? Were you not specifically instructed *not* to add or subtract from Torah? Those unnecessary psy rituals have distracted you from your true work. They have deafened and blinded you to the agony of children. And all the while they made you feel oh, so spiritual.

And if a Rabbi comes and tells you do that which HaShem has told you not to do, to whom is your allegiance? Why do you give more credence to a Rabbi than to HaShem? Because he is flesh and blood and tangible, that's why. So, you attribute to him real authority, authority to contradict and contravene HaShem's word! The paradox of "spirituality" is that it makes you dependent on flesh and blood and unable to connect directly with HaShem because flesh and blood seems more real to you than HaShem.

There is no level of reality that the Shkhinah is not intended to take up residence in. If someone tells you that the level of reality that is the lowest level of your Soul is unworthy or unfit to be a vessel for HaShem, or "a mere illusion" and that you have to remove your consciousness to a higher level – RUN. You are being invited to create a vacuum that the Satan will be only too happy to fill.

There is no level of reality or place that it not meant to be a dwelling place of God.

To abandon a level of reality, to give up on it, to remove yourself from it as being unworthy of you is not only ego and arrogance, it leaves a place for dark forces to settle into.

Every space, every place that is abandoned by a Jew as being "too lowly" or "beyond hope" is a place that the Satan will say: "Great! I'll take it." And that place, my dear brothers and sisters is your heart and your mind.

In fact, the reason why the world is the dark place that it is today is that Jews listened to Rabbis who led them astray and became "spiritual", rather than carrying out our mission which is: פתח חרצובות רשע – loosen the shackles of injustice.

I'll put you right on the spot. If you concern yourselves more with "רוחניות" than with גשמיות, with "spirituality" (psy rituality) more than with the real world and increasing justice here, if you think that being spiritual is a sign of being greater than busying yourself with the nuts and bolts and the physical world, you are contributing to the horrors we see every day. You have let the dark side take over the space that you were intended to fix.

Beware of any Rabbi, any teacher, anyone who encourages you to be "spiritual". Wittingly or not, they are sowing the seeds of your destruction.

I have recopied this stunningly beautiful and searingly true passage before and I will likely write it again because so much blood, time, money and ink have been spilt misleading the Jewish People to think they are a "spiritual" people.

See this from the 58th Chapter of the Book of Yeshayahu:

"6 Is not this the fast that I have chosen? to loose the fetters of wickedness, to undo the bands of the yoke, and to let the oppressed go free, and that ye break every yoke?

7 Is it not to deal thy bread to the hungry, and that thou bring the poor that are cast out to thy house? when thou seest the naked, that thou cover him, and that thou hide not thyself from thine own flesh?

8 Then shall thy light break forth as the morning, and thy healing shall spring forth speedily; and thy righteousness shall go before thee, the glory of the LORD shall be thy reward.

9 Then shalt thou call, and the LORD will answer; thou shalt cry, and He will say: 'Here I am.' If thou take away from the midst of thee the yoke, the putting forth of the finger, and speaking wickedness;

10 And if thou draw out thy soul to the hungry, and satisfy the afflicted soul; then shall thy light rise in darkness, and thy gloom be as the noon-day;

11 And the LORD will guide thee continually, and satisfy thy soul in drought, and make strong thy bones; and thou shalt be like a watered garden, and like a spring of water, whose waters fail not.

12 And they that shall be of thee shall build the old waste places, thou shalt raise up the foundations of many generations; and thou shalt be called the repairer of the breach, the restorer of paths to dwell in.

It is not my way to mollycoddle people and sweet talk them. If what Yeshayahu HaNavi wrote above doesn't sound deep enough to you, spiritual enough for you, esoteric enough for you, then you do not being to know Torah, neither are you coming from a place of Kedushah. If that passage does not bring you to tears for its power and beauty and Truth, if it does not arouse in you an unquenchable desire to carry out the tikkun in this world that only you can do, you have been pre-empted by something else. You are in a place that no Jew should want to be.

If you think that "Lurianic Kabbalah" is more profound than that, or if you are more drawn to the "spirituality" of head trips like "ban" and "rishimu" and "emanations" and all of the other hallucinations in "Lurianic Kabbalah", you need to do a reality test.

And have no illusions about it, idol worship was *never* eradicated in Israel. Have no illusions about being immune It holds many Jews in a greater thrall today than it did thousands of years ago because they techniques of it have become all the more sophisticated.


Thursday, March 06, 2008

Israeli Editor Boasts: We Slant News

Typical of little people who must self-aggrandize, they gave out w-a-y too much self-incriminating information.

Doreen Ellen Bell-Dotan, Tzfat, Israel

Wednesday, March 05, 2008


I'm going to provide two links that will make the situation clear to anyone who can read Hebrew and has the courage to understand what is being talked about.

This is a case in which two influential MKs, one of which is a general, are calling for a
ממשלת חירום. The article on the first link states clearly that the gov't Barak is calling for is to have ****the authority of an emergency gov't****.

A unity government is simply when the two largest parties, possibly more, form a coalition.

That is NOT what is being talked about here.

This is a matter of two calls to declare MARTIAL LAW in this country issuing from our gov't, one after the other, in short order.